Friday, March 19, 2004
Spring Break.
Filled with mystery? Enchanted engagements? Excitement? Not really. I've been doing homework and contemplating my life. It's been alright I guess. I had a really good time at home. I came up with a new screen play idea so that was cool. The folx really got a kick out of seeing me there too I think. man, trying to memorize lines over break...lame. It's so nice outside...I just want to enjoy it. Throw a disc, throw a rock, punch a kid...you know enjoy being alive.
I did write a new MURDER KILL PARTY song.
"I'll send you to the hospital...to visit your dying parents" -MKP
Filled with mystery? Enchanted engagements? Excitement? Not really. I've been doing homework and contemplating my life. It's been alright I guess. I had a really good time at home. I came up with a new screen play idea so that was cool. The folx really got a kick out of seeing me there too I think. man, trying to memorize lines over break...lame. It's so nice outside...I just want to enjoy it. Throw a disc, throw a rock, punch a kid...you know enjoy being alive.
I did write a new MURDER KILL PARTY song.
"I'll send you to the hospital...to visit your dying parents" -MKP
Friday, March 12, 2004
It seems I have lost to ability to turn it on...
But I've replaced this skill with the ability to turn in OFF.
It sucks when you know you can do something and you work at it, and work at it, and work at it 'till it's perfect, you go to do it and completely blow it. that has been this week for me. 5 days of blown oppurtunities. I think I just need to chill myself out this week, and for 5 days not be surronded by stupid people. That sounds sweet. I suppose I should toss in some funny commentary of some kind to make this worth reading: (thinking...thinking...thinking...) hmmm, i guess I covered all the bases here. Wow, thus showing my amazing ability to completely shut down in the clutch. ouch.
But I've replaced this skill with the ability to turn in OFF.
It sucks when you know you can do something and you work at it, and work at it, and work at it 'till it's perfect, you go to do it and completely blow it. that has been this week for me. 5 days of blown oppurtunities. I think I just need to chill myself out this week, and for 5 days not be surronded by stupid people. That sounds sweet. I suppose I should toss in some funny commentary of some kind to make this worth reading: (thinking...thinking...thinking...) hmmm, i guess I covered all the bases here. Wow, thus showing my amazing ability to completely shut down in the clutch. ouch.
Thursday, March 11, 2004
I wanna kill
Everyone
I wanna kill
Satan's my pal,
Satan's my pal.
It feels as if i'm just falling apart. I'm not tired, but I need rest. I need to escape, like a dillinger escape plan(insert metal solo here-mee-da-la-mee-da-la-meeeeerrr!) That just made me chuckle. Life isn't completely bad. Why do some people forget that bodies burn? As if when I just sit there and let you be a jackass, inside i'm really saying, "wow that was an interesting point your stupid ass is making. You are the best at what you do. You have the right to think you're funny because your a kiss ass. I certainly AM out of my league aren't I?" As if my silence means I secretly approave of your ability to make another person more ignorant with your thoughtless comments. wow.
Everyone
I wanna kill
Satan's my pal,
Satan's my pal.
It feels as if i'm just falling apart. I'm not tired, but I need rest. I need to escape, like a dillinger escape plan(insert metal solo here-mee-da-la-mee-da-la-meeeeerrr!) That just made me chuckle. Life isn't completely bad. Why do some people forget that bodies burn? As if when I just sit there and let you be a jackass, inside i'm really saying, "wow that was an interesting point your stupid ass is making. You are the best at what you do. You have the right to think you're funny because your a kiss ass. I certainly AM out of my league aren't I?" As if my silence means I secretly approave of your ability to make another person more ignorant with your thoughtless comments. wow.
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
fury.
Why is it that rebellion is seen as a savior, yet it can never be achieved? Why is it that standing up means taking a backseat to the all the lackies? Why am I angry? WHy is my future jepordized because I choose to not take what I am given? This is a fool's world if he is too scared to stand up for him self until justice is served. I may have ended all hopes for myself, but I will survive.
"the cure for pain is in the pain, so its there that you'll find me"
-mewithoutyou
Why is it that rebellion is seen as a savior, yet it can never be achieved? Why is it that standing up means taking a backseat to the all the lackies? Why am I angry? WHy is my future jepordized because I choose to not take what I am given? This is a fool's world if he is too scared to stand up for him self until justice is served. I may have ended all hopes for myself, but I will survive.
"the cure for pain is in the pain, so its there that you'll find me"
-mewithoutyou
